Happy 5th Monthsary
Saturday, 6 February 2016 | 16:17 | 0 comments
I'm back to rant about A WHOLE LOT OF things again...then dedication to baby ♥
I don't know how to handle so many things.. I am so confused, I'm in need of help but
whose gonna help me? So what about life lately? Pretty much a bitch. Things ain't going
as smooth as it should be. Seen the uglier side of people and done real bad things
Lacking of sleep recently, whenever i am lying on my bed, i just can't sleep or prolly somebody
comes and spoils my "I am going to sleep" mood.
How the fuck are you going to control your emotions when it'd comes to hurling towards
you in the balls. All in a pile of shitty emotions.
Yes, I'm scared and jealous. I'm scared that you think she's pretty, that you will find her
interesting, that you will think she's so much better than me. I'm scared that you
might leave me soon. I'm jealous that she gets to see you, that you talked to her, that you had fun with her.
I'm scared and jealous . I'm being all paranoid , because you really mean a lot to me, you mean the
world to me...but are you feeling the same way too??
When a woman says 'Nothing's wrong' that means everything is wrong.
and when a woman says 'Everything's wrong that means everything is wrong'
We girls/woman are just complicated and hard to understand, sometime when we say
'go ahead and do what you what' sacarstic-ly , it means,don't ever do it.
But it will depend on what she wants you to do. If it's something she don't like,
don't ever do it for your own goodness sake.
And just because she didn't say anything, that doesn't mean she don't
care about you, deep down, she really care a lot about you.
Between every love story of a happy pair of couples, there's always a whore who will be
ruining their relationship.
And yep, some bitches/sluts/whore will definitely come and be a third party and destroying people's
relationship.
Will stop the ranting , will rant when i want again!
HAPPY 5TH MONTHSARY SAYANG! ♥
Here's a dedication to you. Don't say i never post anything for you and
this blog's only for what i want to rant or whatsoever. Less nonsense and more typing for you.
Baby your the best. your words assure me the most and you make me stand after
every fall. I know that your here for me and what please me the most is that your always there for me
no matter what. I always rant to you at how insecure i am at times and how paranoid i can get over certain issues and your still patient with me. Goshh...
Everyone knows that your the best that i can ever get so I'll hold you tight and I'll never let you go!
I know that your true to me and you might be the only one in the entire world who
will not turn your back against me, when everyone else does. I love you you silly boy!
Ever since i get to know you, I really admire you. I don't know why, but i just have that feeling that your the guy for me, the perfect guy for me. After things get all lovely dovey and yep you or me made the first step
by ASKING. You were really cute whenever we are hanging out with each other, even with your friends
your always paying your attention to me. Taking care of me and really shower me with a lot of love.
Your such a sweet guy, at times you even ya'know..and made my heart really break into pieces and
just want to hug you and say "I LOVE YOU YOU ASSHOLE"
You're the only sweet guy i have ever came across, no one's gonna replace your place ok!
Everything have been ok for us for the pass few month, but after that we really got all messed up and being fighting over again. I'm being paranoid because you really mean a lot to me. Sorry for argueing/fighting with you everytime, because of me. I remember everything you said, all the scars that i have left behind when i'm heart-broken and hurt. But I'll always remember the promise that i swear and made to you and Allah, to love you till the very end. I might not be the perfect/best girlfriend that
you'd ever want and i know deep down in my heart I'm not.
But at least i gave you my heart and shower you with care and love. Y'know that i love you and i miss you
more than the words i can tell. All i need is your love, your heart and the care for me.
That's what i really need and what i always need.
I love you and i always do. Althought we can't stay in a close distance but remember my heart
will be always with you. I know you have suffered enough with me thru this 5 months! and well I'd better
give you a break sometimes if not you'll have headaches! :) Your all sweet and lovely, kept smiling to myself
whenever i see your/our pictures or our conversations in our texts! Your the perfect boyfriend for me
and i ain't gonna let you go.
Mohammad Herfie bin Mohammad Hermie, I love you ♥
