Feelings
Sunday, 13 April 2014 | 00:35 | 0 comments
Have you ever wished that your feelings have a control button
that can choose when to feel, or not to feel?
I have gone through up and down with my own feelings. Because of what?
Because of my very own classmates. I can't take this anymore. It's hurts me when you keep on doing this.
I'm not trying to be rude but the way you treat me like as if i'm your part-time
friend. You called me when you are bored or when you are having problems with others.
The day when i'm suffering a depression, i cut my own wrist. You said that people who cuts are STUPID.
Girl, the VERY next day you cut your wrist. Isn't it you yourself stupid? or are you
trying to get someone's attention? or you are trying to
be stupid?
I just wish you'd stop this nonsense and be YOURSELF. People keep on blaming me,
because of your cuts. And that one day, my doctor said that i'm suffering from a
gastric, AND in a few days later you said that because of me you're suffering from a
gastric too. We didn't share any foods nor drinks. But how come you've a gastric? It's not logic at all.
I'm really tired of this so-called COPYING. All those things really keep me awake late at night.
And mostly i'm tired of pretending to be happy when i'm not.
Sometime i wonder "am i'm happy or not?"
Guess it's just one of those evenings I've questions like these popping up as I ponder over the way human beings are wired at times.
Yet another pointless rant.
