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Loving

Thursday, 22 June 2017 | 00:10 | 0 comments

Loving can be the hardest thing you could experience in your life. It could be the worst feeling you can ever feel

but it could also be your happiest moment. Love can be a gift, you will be surprise when you open it and discover a lot of things.

Loving could be exciting, frightening and challenging. It could be the most challenging adventure you could take and risk with your whole life.

It depends on how you handle your heart and mind.

Loving has so many tricks, magic and mysteries. It's in your own hand to discover it. Loving has so many demands, it's up to you to fulfill it. Loving is a gift from God and it allows you to forgive and forget.

Loving is like a game, you could win or lose. Loving is complicated but it will make you complete. Love will make you crazy but at the end, it will heal you and you will realize that you became smart because of it .

Help.

Wednesday, 10 May 2017 | 00:51 | 0 comments

These past few weeks have be hell. I got into a fight with my classmate. I have been sexually assault. My migraines took over and i cried alone about wanting to die, the pain is so bad.

And there it goes again. That heavy feeling in your chest when you don't feel any desire to speak or move. All you want to do is close your eyes and sleep, because the process of being broken is incredibly exhausting. You attempt your best to make your days fulfilling, but no matter how hard you try you can't seem to connect to anyone or anything.

My Promise

Monday, 6 February 2017 | 22:51 | 0 comments

My Promise to My Soldier

I promise to be there for you always
Whenever you need a helping hand
I promise to think about you daily
Wherever you are in the world
I promise to never let you down
No matter what we go through
I promise to keep you in my prayers
So that God may keep you safe
I promise to be here when you return
I will be there waiting
I promise to be your support
When you need it most
I promise to help you through the tough times
Even though it will hurt me
I promise to be here for you when you are in pain
Even though it will pain me too
I promise to support you in any decisions you may make
No matter what they are
I promise to be there for you when decisions need to be made

Even though it will kill me to watch you leave

I promise I will be there to say goodbye
When you leave on your excursions
I promise to be there to say hello again
When you return home to me
I promise to love you forever and eternally
No matter what happens or where life takes us
I promise to be loyal to you while you are deployed
Because I know that you will be loyal to me
I promise that no matter where life takes me
It will never take me away from you
I promise to be here forever and always
Trustworthy and in love
Forever and always

Happy 17th Monthsary Sayang ❤

My Confession

Wednesday, 11 January 2017 | 01:02 | 0 comments

My love for you is uncontrollable.
My feelings for you are unstoppable.
Can't go a day without thinking about you.
Without you I'm not complete.
With you my heart finds its beat.

My heart is filled with joy because of your love.
You are my strength, and without you I'm weak.
Before you came into my life, I was
Hopeless, lonely, sad.
When you showed up, I knew that you were sent to me.

You are always here to cheer me up.
Your smile makes me shy,
And sometimes I wonder where you have been all this while,
But I'm just glad that I managed to get you in my life.
YOU FILL MY HEART WITH JOY!

1Year 3Months ♡

Tuesday, 6 December 2016 | 01:02 | 0 comments

Happy 15th monthsary Baby! ❤

I just couldn’t imagine that we came this far. I know that there are still trials and circumstances that we will be facing in our relationship. But I know and believe that we can faced it bravely and strongly.

I thank you for all the love, patient, understanding, care, thoughtfulness, kind and for the respect. You are such a great man who I never thought the first time I met you. You gave up so many things for our relationship to grow in a mature level.

I know how much you love me. You have proven it so much and no words can explain how much I really do appreciate it all. You always give time for this relationship and you always stand as the real and strong man.

All I want to say is that I am so

thankful and grateful. I am so happy and forever be happy because I have you. You are the greatest thing that ever happen in my life. You were my strength when I was weak and you are everything to me.

I always pray that this will be the last relationship that I am going to have in my life. I am happy and blessed having you in my life. May our relationship remain stronger and stronger as time goes by

I love you very very much ❤

Happy 1st Anniversary !

Tuesday, 6 September 2016 | 00:02 | 0 comments

Hey Baby,

I know you won’t see this because you don’t have a blog but I just want to let you know, I love you.

You’re the best thing that has happened to me in a very long time and I don’t ever want to lose you.

You’ve been mine for 1 year, today!

And what a crazy 1 year it’s been.

The amount of craziness we’ve already been through and over come is amazing.

I’m amazed, because you’re still here.

You’ve put up with me for so long and that’s something, no one has ever done for me and I thank you for that.

I don’t know how I’ll ever repay you.

You saved me, when I had almost given up.

You picked me up and carried me away from my sadness and you haven’t put me down, ever since.

You are definitely my knight in shining armour.

Baby, there is no one in this world that I could compare to you.

You’re one of a kind, my one of a kind.

And I have you.

I love you Baby ❤

Happy 1st Anniversary !

Happy Anniversary Bestfriend ❤

Thursday, 12 May 2016 | 20:53 | 0 comments

We may have quarrels and misunderstandings. But we have managed to get through

them and made our friendship even stronger. On our anniversary, i wanted you to know

how much i love and care for you babe !

Thank you for being part of my life. For making it amazing and worth living. I feel so lucky to have you as my best friend. Your sweet amazing funny and smart.

Like i said before never a regret meeting you. Having that special someone i know i can always count on.

Thank you for being there for me. I know that sometimes i am hard to deal with.

Still you manage to stay by my side. Thank you bestie!

For all the happy days we spend together. Today is the day we have look forward.

As your bestfriend i swear to always pretend to be your lesbian lover when you are getting hit on by some ugly asshole anywhere.

I love you to the moon and back babe ❤